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2009-09-20T16:08:00.001+08:00

my cousins & my tita on my MOMO's side (:

<3 them ttm!
because if its for them,
i wouldnt be what i am today.

am forever grateful
specially to my dearesst ate angie! (:

2009-09-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

went to ate angie's place for dinner ytd.
small family gathering since she alr had advance bday partyy weeks ago.

hmm. met my youngest pamangkin in my mom's side.
mhiguela andrea.
then had so called family bonding. hee.

really love them
cause theyre so warm
especially ate angie!
nicest of da nicest! (:

hmm. left their place with my kuya,
after which headed to parics house for her party.
as usual, drinking session again!((:
hah.
been doing that for the past few days
and i thinkkk its not blood that's running through me alr,
its liquor!
hahaha.

i went back phil to learn how t drink la!((:
luckily i never got drunked yet.
or else, ill be gng bck sg earlier.

hmm. girl bonding upstairs.
after which, some guys came.
some continued drinking
while most of the girls slept.

hah. apparently the place was small,
well not so, cause there's quite a number of us
so we squeezed.

hmm. slept beside parics and best at first
and after a while, idk why
i end up sleeping beside jian.

as usual, as i have the sickness of not daring t sleep when a lot of people are around,
so i didnt sleep.
instead, i watched everyone sleep!
hahhaa.

well, did disturbed jian since he's snoring ah!
sleeping so soundly. tsk.
well, the rest too! ((:

2009-09-15T13:16:00.000+08:00

2009-07-28T19:38:00.000+08:00

its just so frustrating sometimes when you cant do anything about it.
when you know the people you care about is hurting.
your just there feeling so helpless
and wished you could have done something.

i know, people dont speak up
but i know theyre hurting deep inside.

we have no choice but accept.
cause its the reality.
and sooner or later we have to face it.
no matter how hard it is.

no running away.
no turning back.

we have to.
i have to.

ps. life's fragile

2009-07-18T15:06:00.009+08:00

IS execution day last WEDNESDAY!
and i believe it was a success!

had a great time asking donations
and selling ACRES merchandises too!

some were stingy
but there's more generous people in NP!.

BIGGG thank youuu to all who supported us!

and oh, thanks xy for helping out! (:

2009-07-17T17:56:00.002+08:00

tell me you are cause this is driving me crazzzyyy!

adrenaline russsshhhh!

nkita q n nman xa.
and guess what, sabay p kmi s lift!
hah. i swear namula ako.as in.!
wish ko dun nlng aq s lift forever!
hahhaa.

2009-06-21T17:41:00.002+08:00

holidays getting real boring,
and there's nothing much to do.

i want to go back to school pleassseeee.?

anyways, i've been missing a lot of people recently.
i think this is the effect of not doing anything at home.

hmm. seeing old pictures with friends made me miss them even more.
the people i used to hang out with.
whom i barely see now.
idk.
i just missed them.

someone give me a bigggg hugggg please!

2009-06-21T15:35:00.000+08:00

HAPPY FATHER's DAY to my DAD! <3

2009-05-30T23:06:00.003+08:00

so much for hesitating,
but end up having enough courage to do so.

and when i did,
i turned out unexpectedly.
worst than i thought.
but nvm, at least i learned something from it.

and yes,
i know now where i clearly stand.

we cant be even friends.

well,
so be it.

i tried and think i wasnt good enough.

#13

2009-05-27T20:11:00.002+08:00

"terrible-est" week ever.

apart from, walang pansinan with that particular someone,
plus having my 150 ++ bucks mpi kitset stolen,
now my handphone isnt in the right condition.

the keypad isnt working,
which means to say, the whole phone cant use la.
damn unlucky i tell you.

i wonder what's next.

sigh.

ps. sorry for all my unfunny jokes and lousy remarks.

2009-05-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

E TUTORIAL 2 ANSWERS :

1.the weighted sum of the input voltages
2. Summing amplifier
3. control the closed-loop voltage gain
4. its open-loop voltage gain is infinite
5. The output voltage swing is dependent on the value of the dc supply voltages
6. dependent on the values of the external resistors connected.
7. There is zero phase shift between the input and output signals
8. It has closed-loop voltage gain = 1 and the output signal is in phase with the input signal
9. -9V
10. The output signal is in phase with the input signal

2009-05-25T21:28:00.002+08:00

SCREW THE BLOODY PERSON/ PEOPLE who took my DAMN MPI KITSET!

WHOEVER YOU ARE, I DETEST YOU!

its really pathetic cause of all things,
why take kitset when i assume you alr have yours?
cause everyone has it.

what more, your not contented with one.
you took two.
i bet if the other one was there, you would have taken it too!

ahhhhhhhhh.
screw you! youu! you! youuu!
sigh.

it went missing alr.
and i dont have any kitset to use for my own practical.
plus for sure, i have to pay for it.

may you be struck by lightning la. seriously

2009-05-23T22:39:00.002+08:00

hello!

im forced to pen down my thoughts
cause im pretty much bothered by certain things.
things which i feel redundant to pay much attention to.

thursday.friday.saturday.
21st.22nd.23rd.

three consecutive days of
smiling.sadness.wants.shyness.confusion.

pretty much a roller coaster ride i think.

what could this be?

2009-04-28T13:10:00.002+08:00

school had never been good to me.
ever since school started, many changes made.
and im trying real hard to adapt.

oh Jesus, guide me please.

2009-04-27T23:16:00.001+08:00

school was okayyy.
lunch was exceptional cause of something.

had EDPR after that,
and i tell you,
i tink im gonna suffer the whole sem for this module.

was struggling real hard soldering the components in the PCB.
nearly burnt the board la. tsk.

i guess, i just dont have the skills.
and i dont have a friend like last time who can help.
hard to get help now.

anyways, that aside.
something else made my day.

we had visitors back from phil.
family friends from my moms province.
where i actually grew up.

so yeah, my batchmate rica was with them too!
plus her uberrr cute but playboy elder brudder.

did some catching up!
and yeah, i felt so happy
cause its as if i was in the phil too!

parang may fiesta.

theyre batangueno's accents, so funny.

made me miss my other friends back there too.

haha. cant wait for september! ((:

thats angel and daniel.

2009-04-23T21:44:00.003+08:00

today is love.
thursdays is love
and yes, odd weeks is definately love.

thursday eye candy that is!

2009-04-20T21:24:00.003+08:00

back to school mode!

first day of school felt as though it was my first year in ngee ann too.
felt the anxiety.nervousness again.
well, thats probably because of my new classmates.

i like but dont quite like the idea of having new classmates la.
contradicting ?

hmm. speaking of which,
i think my new classmates are okay.
class was quiet the whole day which is totally opposite of what i had a year ago.
i dont know if theyre just adjusting,
but hopefully,
things will get better and yeah, they start making noise! ((:

anyways, saw quite number of friends today.
saw him.him.him.him.and her but not the skater boy! haha.

2009-04-17T21:22:00.016+08:00

awesome day at the beach with my awesome friends!

thank you
jos.dot.josh.ken and of course bel
for the great company.!

i <3 you guys! (:

2009-04-06T00:09:00.001+08:00

happy 18th birthdayyy

JOSCELYNADRIENNEHENGWEIQIAN!

2009-04-01T00:16:00.003+08:00

life is indeed short.
in a snap, God can take away your life.

so start cherising whatever you have.
cause you'll never know what His plans are.

p.s phonecalls are my enemy for now

2009-03-27T21:44:00.003+08:00

okay,i just checked npal again,

and guess what,

im shifted to another class.

im in B7 now!

so idk who is in my class now,

hopefully either DRM will be in my class.

haha.

cant wait till they realy finalise everything,

so i can check out who my classmates are.

exciting!

and oh btw, my childhood friend,

well my first real crush got married alr.

he's only nineteen years old

and the funny thing was,

instead of him viewing my friendster account,

the wife did.

haha.

2009-03-26T21:41:00.002+08:00

timetable is OUT!

im in B5!

and im looking forward for my new classmates.

heard a couple of same faces next sem,

and i dont know if that is good!

im happy for a friend

cause theyre in the same class again after two years.

reunited huh?

2009-03-26T01:09:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYYY MARENG QUEENNIEE!

2009-03-26T00:10:00.008+08:00

hello!

i havent blogged since i dont know when

and if youre asking if i am alright,

well, i have been! (:

except this week.

things turned sour but oh wells.

anyways,

holidays was well spent catching up with friends i guess.

i didnt work like a mad dog compared to previous school holidays i had

which means lesser $ = more time!

which is kinda good actually if youre looking at it from a different angle.

reunion with cousins here in sg

so yeah, had JOHNIANS o7 chalet two weeks ago.

followed by the DANO ATRIUM week experience at cwp.

then d2 mates outing today!

2009-03-11T01:19:00.001+08:00

happy 18th birthdayyy DARLENE ((:

2009-02-25T22:16:00.003+08:00

just got back from church for ash wednesday mass,
and yeah, had a weird encounter on the way home.

someone just popped up in front of me,
and asked for help.

i know im supposed to help ,
but the help that person need is way beyond i can give.

i really wanted to.
im so sorry.

sana wherever that person was now,
sana she's okay.

anyways, here's quenn's dearest dedicated post for me.

she drew that especially for me.! (:

aww. aint that sweet? haha.

salamat mareng quennie! (:

dito lang me for you ha?

kpg may problema, im just a tawag away.

i love you!

2009-02-25T16:08:00.005+08:00

yay! exam's over.

and i think i wont do well for DEL.
hah. whatever la.

i know there's no point whining now,
but i like eh.
haha.

screw that damn DEL! (:

and btw, i got myself embarrassed in front everyone can!
convention centre somemore.

hah. cause its like this,

after the paper ended,
while the invigilators are still collecting the paper,
me.myself.and.i being the kc.ks. or whatever right term thats supposed to be
wanted to check answers with a friend who is like 2 seats in front of me,
so being a gundu, i moved to a vacant seat near that friend.
and just nice, the invigilator-in-charged saw me.
so she used her very loud mic to attract everyones attention
and said something like. "that girl... where are you going?".

i dont remember what the exact sentence was.
but i tell you,
its damn pai seh!!

what a way to end year one man!

ps.i got t take the same bus as SB todayyy! ((((:

im half crazy ulit.

and yes,andito n nman ako s stage n nabo-bothered

sa mga bagay tungkol s puso.

hah. ewan ko.

basta alam ko,

naging part xa ng life ko

and will always be.

2009-02-14T09:01:00.011+08:00

hello everyone!! (:

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY! <3

had an early valentine's day 'treat' at makan place ytd during lunch.
and yeah, there are these people walking around giving pink roses and
had your group photo taken.

we were given three shots!

and that's the best shot i guess?

and the combined three shots.
haha. spot the difference baby!
see how we (: la!

one like never moved at all.
copy&paste.
one has and increasing smile.
like the computer programming,
initial,final and step. HAHHAHA

hmm. yeah, besides having to mini celebrate that;

this week also marked the end of S&W class.

and sure enough,

im so gonna miss my flag football mates.

**the girls should know why***

^^winks^^ lol

and of course, the coaches who had been very entertaining!

im gonna miss being a line backer.

and the touch downnn man! hahaha,

that's the flag football buddies!

during the inter class game

the gurls.

last class @ al -ameen

with spencer of course! his treat <3>

2009-02-04T22:04:00.004+08:00

i have to admit that you complete my day (:

cause i thought youre gonna make bale wala lang.
nah parang its normal day lang.

the way you act shows.
so akala ko talaga hinde nah.
di mo na ako babatiin.

did stop hoping that you will.
pero when i did,
you did. haha.

you dont know how much that simple 'happy birthday meant.
kaya thank youu (:

though alam ko wla nman meaning ung pagbati mo.
wish mo lang & happy n ako.

anyways, markjonathanperez is loved.
chatted with him a while and he's superr kulit.
he never changed since we were in primary one.
salamat sa entertainment majoe! ((:

2009-02-04T21:18:00.010+08:00

turning nineteen was the bestest thing that ever has happened so far.

&i thank my friends especially my dearest johnians for being part of it. (:

joshua.joscelyn.dot.ken.ben.

thank youuu for the suprise yesterday.

it was really unexpected tat you'll all turn up just like that.

you guys were the higlight of my birthdayy.

i love you all! (:

and of course mypoly mates who made today a special one too!

thnak you jason for the pizza hut treat! (:

also, to those who wished me by whatever means.

be it personally, by message, friendster, facebook,

THANK YOUUUU SHOOO MUCH!

im so blessed to have you all as my friends.

glenn.aaron.annabel.jesslyn.dorothy.angelyn.kenneth.

zhe wei.benjamin.pei shan.nabilah.joshua.dora.

dianne.shallyne.jazzy.melody.enid.joel.dolly.xinyi.

.uncletan.aj.zul.khalis

amor.apple.beshie.geri.denise.levi.quenn.jeline.

maan.roseann.lenlen.majoy.michelle.

dyonna.gabriel.gordon.rachel.

2009-02-02T21:42:00.004+08:00

finally, bitchy CATS as dorothy would put it, is OVER!

final presentation today,
and we also got to know how we fair for the module.
tentative grade, but more or less thats the grade were getting.

im estimating, and i think i'll only get a C+ at most.
thanks to patricia la! tsk.
no matter how much marks willie gave us,
it'll still affect the overall grade.

haha. whatever.
im just happy that CATS is overrrr!

hmm. backed to woodlands with dorothy&xinyi.
and yeah, had some 'entertainment' during lunch. haha.

xinyi can really imitate people la. haha.

this crush aint going away.

2009-02-01T00:42:00.006+08:00

east coast with some of the D2 mates to celebrate

dearest ops 21st birthdayy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY PEI SHANN! (:

2009-01-31T09:56:00.003+08:00

a dear friend of mine casually said something,
and it did struck me.

yeah, i think she really has a point.
cause really, the person has plans for the future,
and yeah, who am i to ruin that plan of his/hers.?

im a nobody.
so i dont have any right to?

hmm. it just bothers me kasi i know nah
un paghanga ko sa taong ito
is getting way beyond the limits.
di na xa normal na pa cute cute lang.
kumbaga, iban level na to.
di n kaya kontrolin.
parang konti nalang, bibigay nah.

i think,
sa mga actions ko,
napapansin rin nya nah meron nga ako paghanga sa kanya.
kaya he tried to make iwas
which ako nman feeling ko,
parang why must he do that?

na hu-hurt xempre.
but its best i think nah gawin nya yon.
cos instead of me hurting other people,
i rather be the one getting hurt.

mas maayos ang feeling non.

2009-01-30T19:35:00.009+08:00

hello! its FRIDAYY!

and its osnk& ecpro day (:

yeah. was extremely late for class today

and i tell you, its damn pai seh la.

haha. i didnt dare go in

cause we reached at 9 50 when osnk lecture ends at 10.

so there'spractically no point of entering class.

well, its actually not our fault la.

its the stupid mail sent by teacher.

he didnt state clearly what exactly the time were suppose t be there

and end up, miscommunication.

sorry, to those got the information from me wrongly.

hmm. two hour break after that.

and yeah, ECPRO later on.

build bridge again.

and this time,

dimension is longer.

so that means design has t be more stable.

partnered again with xinyi,

and yeah, got a lot of help frm the teacher.

i think he likes girls la ((:

hmm. our bridge turned out well

cause i guess, ours was the lightest?

it might look too simple,

but yeah, features are way better.

thats keith touching up his very own bridge!

damian's & jerrels's bridge!

unstable bridge!

thats mr hui, checking if our bridge can widthstand 2.5 kg of weight!

2009-01-28T20:17:00.000+08:00

sometimes, a simple hi-hello from a dearest friend
will indeed complete your day.

somehow.

haha. thank you adrienne for tagging!
i miss you too! (:
meet up soon please.

anyways, school is getting a lil hecti-er for me somehow.
i kinda feel the load of work im supposed to accomplish already.

with exams.tests.presentations around the corner,
im getting all the more stressed up.
which means am prone to pms-ing?

so pardon me if i made sungit or taray ha?
its not intentional.

ps. home sweet home was a lili different today.

2009-01-27T10:03:00.002+08:00

okay, i just came back from my morning jog
and i swear, i thought that was the end of me!

i nearly collapsed halfway through my run.

the route was from my place, to seagate
then to woodgrove sec.christchurch.
vista point then back home.

i know, when im on my way to woodgrove, im havin diffuclty already.
like lack of breathing which i normally dont experience.
hmm. cum reaching vista point, started to feel a lil giddy,
so i went to stop, sat on one of the benches
and there it goes, i cant see things clearly anymore.

prayed real hard, cause im alone
and if anything happens to me, then im doomed.

yeah, after a while, my sight was better.
so slowly, headed back home.

i dont know but yeah, ive learn one thing.
that is never to speak or say anything in a patapos way.
cause really, what you said even if its out of nowhere
might actually happen.

like what i told my sister last night,
in an unintentional way,
that im ready,
ready to alam mo na,
to leave this place.

and you see what happened the day after?

kaya now, i must be careful.
careful towards dun s mga sasabihin ko
even if its in a pa biro way.

2009-01-26T21:28:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEARR to my dearest CHINESE FRIENDS! (:

hmm, yeah, since im not a chinese,
there's no celebrations for me.

so, i was stucked @ home plainly slacking.

well i actually had plans the week before
but things didnt turned out well so yeah.

hmm. did tried catching up with school work today,
but failed.
i dont know why i find it so hard to concentrate on my school work now.
and whats more disappointing is that,
im actually more focused on stuffs which im not supposed to be bothered about.
like matters of the heart?

recently,
im getting gaga over my crushes.
haha. i repeat, crushes.
ang dami kasi nila. hahaha
maxado ata humaba hair ko nito (:

haha. i know some would say,
here goes my long list crushes again.
like i kept changing and all.
cant to stick to one kind

BUT yeah, theres nothing wrong with having so many crushes right?
those are just crushes.
its not as if i like and love all of them.\and want to be them right?
haha.

its just a simple admiration that makes me WOW.
they just have this unique qualities which i think quite attractive.
other than that, there's nothing really to be serious about.

hah. speaking of which,
my sis&i dinner-ed @ kfc again.
eh i saw that guy ulit.
kinda hiya nga mg line up dun s counter nya
but in the end, i have to.
dahil s sis ko.
tas aun. we make biro biro n crush ko un! haha.

pero hmm. i still value more of course un iba.
at tsaka priority is mag aral.
entertainment lang un mga crush. hahhaa

2009-01-25T22:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAYYY CHARMAINE SEE!

2009-01-23T19:39:00.002+08:00

too many weird encounters today.
shant diclose much, cause theyre just disgusting for me.

hmm. anyways, mini lab project presentation for OSNK
starts today. and i have to say,
some really put much effort into it.

all deserves a good comment at discussion board at least.

ECPRO after lunch,
and we have to build bridge today.

partnered with xinyi & there goes our own bridge (:

2009-01-22T20:46:00.011+08:00

had a fantabulous day in school,

of course with the company of the gurls.

haha. theyre nuts la.

cracking jokes during lectures and worst still, during lunch.

all gang up against me. right?

all tried imitating the way i laugh.

which i think not funny lor. hahahhaha.

anyway, i didnt realise that i had that mannerism

till they highlight that to me.

so i think, imitating it, was good thing in a way?

hmm. supposed to meet royette after ael lecture at LT26

since he's in np for some competition but in the end didnt get to see him

since the compe started when i reached, and i have to leave school soon.

CHINATOWN-ed thereafter with the gurls.

this time, without shallyne cause she has to go S&W.

cam-whored all the way, till we went to this buddhist museum.

am. & i couldnt hide the fact that i do actually.

youuu make me smile ((((:

2009-01-21T19:43:00.002+08:00

things got worse than i expected it to be

ewan ko kung ako lang un nag thi-think that way,
pero im very much bothered nah.

i know, di naman dapat
but its distructing me in a way or another.
feeling ko, its not just that.
there are more into it.

i dont want to assume that the same goes the other way round.
but i'll be okay kung hinde.

just go with the flow.

anyways, saw quite a number of people today.
& those peeps made me smile. ((:

2009-01-20T18:40:00.002+08:00

nothing seems right today.
in other words, SCREWED!.

i dont know la.
i tend to do.think.feel things beyond limitations.

i know, i shouldnt be,
but i cant help it la.

im sorry.

2009-01-18T17:50:00.003+08:00

too many things to decide on,
pero none of them i chose to face.

im afraid, afraid to commit the same old mistakes again.
i know, i cant always say wait.
do this first & decide later.
kasi nga alam ko, tao lang tayo
and yes, we do get tired.

di ko lam.
maybe if you help me realize what im supposed to
then decisons might be made earlier.?

sana you understand why kelangan ko i rethink ang lahat.
yes, madali pumasok pero its very hard lumabas.

madrama ako, yes i admit.
pro ganun lang tlga ako.
mapanigurado.

kasi gusto ko, kung ikaw ((: man yon.
yon na ang last.

2009-01-17T23:45:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY night was spent @ kallang indoor stadium
with no other than ma amie (:

watched basketball match between
singapore slingers & barangay ginebra.

the game was i think a disappointment?
first and second quarter,
the excitement was still there.
i got all hyped up.
screaming.cheering for ginebra.
come third quarter,
the turning point of the game,
ginebra starts to lose their momentum.
what they need actually was a three point shot to equalize the score.
none of that happen.
but fouls and no rebound occured.
and yes, from then on,
tinambakan na sila.

a big big disappointment.
but the whole expirience was fun.
having to scream.cheer for the team
was enough to relieve stress.
so okay lang kahit talo sila.

on the way back,
while figuring out where the bus stop was,
saw vandamme& friend.
andun lang pla sa likod.
made kwentuhan along the way,
and aun, he made reto his friend to quenn. (((:

2009-01-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

the so called terrible week as xinyi would put it ends today! (:

so two down. three more to go.

anyways, ECPRO presentation was kinda screwed.
i had a gantry robot which has no use in the automative plant at all.
we only realised that an hour before the real presentation.
but yeah luckily, i managed to crap my way through.

hmm. compro test after ecpro.
and yeah.
one word, DISASTER.

shall not elaborate more, cause thinking of it makes me feel horrible only.

mydearestgirls;
thank youuu for today.
for the company. the laughther.
and the choreo steps.
i heart you three ((:

2009-01-16T11:43:00.000+08:00

HAPPY EIGHTEENth BIRTHDAYYY

TENG ZHE WEI! ((:

2009-01-14T13:55:00.002+08:00

so now, i have more confidence in posting this
cause before, i was still hesitating.

hesitating to whether to or not to.
i dont know.
but yeah, more or less,
as of this time,
i am not. and i wont.

im tired. really.

***
so much for believeing that you are
so much for thinking that you were.

now, there's no where.
not anymore. really.

i dislike you now.

dislike you for being you.

2009-01-12T19:48:00.003+08:00

IS modules today
& i think this is the first time i really enjoyed my monday class la.

S&W was held at kismis again
and were divided into the same group as last week.
but yeah, better exposure for me this week.
i get to play longer in the field.

and whatmore,
i managed to help my team score.

first touchdown for me siol.! ((:

im so happy can? ((:
haha.

but all these wouldnt happen if not for my teamates too.
so i thank the guys. (:

hmm. after S&W rushed to vivo for CATS.
but when i reached not many were there yet.
combined with the afternoon class and saw so many familiar faces.
some were my classmates last term.
and that includes him (:

anyway, interviewed.did consultation then dismissed.

walked with dorothy around.
then incidentally met josh & ken in the bus.
met ben and bryan in cwp
so we kinda had a mini johnian gathering.

CONGRATULATIONS TO THOSE WHO DID WELL FOR O's! (:

2009-01-10T22:45:00.002+08:00

since i was asked to update, i shall.

so yeah, im back to school mode.!
school started last monday &
i must say things went well the first week.

a good start for me, for my classmates too.?

yeah, monday was great.
flag football venue was changed to kismis field cause of open house.
not many knew where kismis field was,
so class started late.
no pt. str8away game proper & i didnt sweat much la.
played with the girls.keith.damian instead.

cats after that and we changed teacher. finally (:

tuesday;
got back my AEL paper (:

wednesday;
recieved both EG2 :| & DEL ((:

thursday;
unexpected message from a 'friend'.
a good sign you message but
how i wish you replied & opened our communication line.

friday;
got my elective results back.
and im uber happy with the outcome.
im loving osnk now! (((:
haha.

2009-01-01T10:21:00.004+08:00

GOODBYEEE 2008!

HELLOOO 2009!

new year.new month. new beginning.

2008 might have been a great year.

getting into a new school enviroment.

meeting new people.

working with different people.

but i know,

2009 would even be better.

looking forward for a greatt year ahead for me.

2008-12-27T23:52:00.007+08:00

POSAP CHRISTMAS PARTY @ woodsvale today.

and as usual filipino families in woodlands are gathered again

to celebrate the birth of our Saviour.

so there's chibugan.exchange gifts.sing&dance items.

though many are not of my age group,

i still enjoyed myself.

caused the kids made me smile. (:

aww. theyre really sweet&cute.

so here are the kids, during the hep-hep hooray game.

and the mummy's during the hep hep hooray too!

hah. its funny cause the children seems more organized

compared to the adults.

and lastly, the dance item performed by

URBAN TERRAIN GROOVERS.

awesome much.

the GUYS were dope! as in .

and oh, that's the first time seeing nico dance live.

and yes, he can shake! idol. haha.

2008-12-25T21:55:00.006+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! (:

this year's Christmas was spent differently compared to previous years.

less time with friends

and more with family.

i dont know if its a good thing

cause the more im becoming closer to my fam

the gap between close friends&i is getting wider.

on the happier note,

this year is the first time im spending Christmas

with my cousins on my dad side.

and the first time having relatives around

so its kinda meaningful.

hopefully next year with my mom side naman (:

and yeah, here's post photos from the different churches in

singapore during Simbang Gabi.

ST Francis of Assisi, Boon Lay

Immaculate Heart of Mary Church, Kovan

anyway, Simbang Gabi only got exciting on the latter part.

the first week was kinda dry cause nico isnt around

cause he has danzation in ngee ann

plus theres not much eye candies around.

2008-12-18T16:28:00.003+08:00

im not tagged. but im so called forced to do the quiz. HAHA

1) Single, Attached, or crushing?
-> crushing?! LOL.

2) Are you happy with who you are?
-> im contended.satisfied. but i know there still things i can improved on.

3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast?
-> not exactly. maybe instant crush? haha.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
-> yes. it was puppy love then (:

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
-> by right cheating is never okay.

6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you?
-> it seriously depends la. but then again we still have to forgive. so yeah.

7) Have you talked about marrige with another person?
-> yes! with darlene two years ago at the waffleshop @ woodgrove.

8) Do you want children?
-> definately but not anytime soon.

9) How many children do you want?
-> a twin. one boy. one girl.

10) Would you consider adoption?
-> why not.

11) Do you enjoy playing hard to get?
-> i love it! thats the time kasi to find out if that someone really cares for you.

12) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating?
-> what game?

13) Do you believe in love at first sight?
-> i do.

14) Are you romantic?
-> im not sure. but i can be mushy sometimes.

15) Do you believe you can change someone?
-> i dont know. but i hope i can change someone for the better.

16) If you could marry anywhere,money not an obligation where would it be?
-> somewhere near the seaside

17) Do you have feeling for someone right now?
-> my crush-es. haha

18) Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you couldn't?
-> yes. but not the romantic way kind.

19) Have you broken a heart?
-> i think so.

20) Would you ever fight somebody over your significant other?
-> if its worth fighting for. i will

21) What would you say about your last ex?
-> when he's in love he really is. when he's not then its not.

ten people tagged to do this "quiz";
KEN.DOT.JOS.PEISHAN.SHALLYNE.QUEENNIE.BELLE

2008-12-17T09:29:00.002+08:00

what a good thing to start the day

kasi its true pala that when you constantly think of someone,
you'll dream of him/her

eh aun napaginipan ko xa tuloy! ( ( (:

haha.
its so unexpected kasi i have no ties with him naman
except nah pumapasok kmi s skwela sometimes tgether with the pinsan nya
which happen to be katabi ko lagi s class. haha

pero ano un.
crush crush lang at tsaka pa wa epek nga un kapag minsan.
cause nadadala lang sa pa biro biro ng pinsan nya. haha.

ewan ko.
natutuwa lang ako napaginipan ko xa
cause recently im making a lot of kwento to my sis.
nah crush ko nga ganito ganyan.

haha. sana whatever man un maging reality.
mas mgiging masaya ako nun!
HAHAHA

2008-12-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

Simbang Gabi was held at STAR OF THE SEA.
saw many younger ones today (:
but too bad nico wasnt around so didnt reallly make friends.
saw vandamme with his friends.
& marniah's bf too!

manage to grab aroz caldo.
cause marniah kinda helped me grab one. haha. thanks ah!

oh and btw,
EDWARD from ngee ann served mass.
didnt expect he would.
well, i didnt know he was a server at the first place.
shocked. but yeah,
he looked kinda holy while serving mass.

2008-12-16T00:01:00.000+08:00

overdue pictures during the revision week!

haha.

see? i really did pay attention and asked questions in class

I BETTER SCORE WELL FOR ANALOGUE ELECTRONICS!

or else it would be a disappointment! HAHA

2008-12-15T23:49:00.002+08:00

first day of SIMBANG GABI was not bad.

many people turned up.

but they're either too old or too young. ;(

hah. glad nico came if not i wont have any dearesst friend to roam around with.

hmm. did tried spotting prettaye ladies and hottayes with nico

but we unfortunately didnt find any. haha.

hope to spot more tmr? LOL.

2008-12-14T20:02:00.003+08:00

its TERM BREAK but i dont why im not as excited as i was before.

i wanna go back school!
and study and mug real hard again.!

i know its sounds so wrong for some,
but yeah, mugging occupies time
and it somehow helped me divert myself from thinking.

its hard kasi when you find things to do,
and when you cant find any,
your mind starts to wonder off.

ayoko non kasi i seriously dont want to think about it nah.

i wanna get occupied.

well, people say work.
but ayko din non. haha.
malay ko ba.
di ko lam kung ano gusto ko.

anyway, i miss some people in school (:

2008-12-14T10:06:00.001+08:00

HAPPY TWENTY SEVENTH BIRTHDAYYY KUYA JORGE!

its been great having you around.
we may not be that close
kasi we dont bond that much
probably because of the age gap? HAHA.
but i know that given a time,
we will be.
yeah youre here na rin s sg
so its much easier.

anyways,
youre someone nah i treat as my role model
cause of what youve accomplished
and how close you are to God (:

2008-12-11T16:18:00.002+08:00

yessss-a!
common test's finally over.

i cant wait for Christmas to come.
for Simbang gabi too!
gonna spot hottayes this time round. HAHA.

CIAO!

2008-12-09T10:05:00.000+08:00

3 MORE HOURS TILL EG2 PAPER STARTS!!

2008-12-01T14:28:00.002+08:00

i couldnt feel anything else but sad.

i dont understand why you changed so much.
we've been through a lot
and developed such worth keeping friendship

i dont know if im just thinking too much,
but it seems that we dont really have that anymore.
that particular closeness.
where we used to confide each other stuffs.

i dont know what that had become.

disappointed.

2008-11-26T13:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY SEVENTEENth BIRTHDAY

GABRIEL.NONIS.SHAY!

2008-11-25T17:39:00.003+08:00

kuya texted and
my dearest cousin with my neice&nephew had a car accident just now.
together with a family friend.

pray for them please?

thanks.

2008-11-24T13:54:00.002+08:00

one more week and patricia's gone!
she officially said that today so yeah,
im so happy la! haha.

sounds meaniee i know,
but i dont really care. haha.
who cares anyways?

hmm. CATS assignment one presentation was okay.
i mean, we manage to execute it nicely.
problems here and there but still okay i guess.

oh and by the way ,
whoever have the pic during the mini gay parade,
kindly send it to me? please?
i wanna have a look!

i think daniel did a great job in dressing up the gorgeous 'ladies'!

cheerios to the representatives of lonzaiikiness & curlypusamberry! haha.

hmm. other groups presentation were fine too.
i like darlene' group the most.
especially the so called game part.
hah. halfway through the music get jammed up
and poor dearest darlene has to sing! haha.

you did a great job though. (:

ps. to my flag football mate,
take care yeah?
you may nort really read this,
but yeah, i care!

2008-11-23T17:44:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAYYY JOSHUA BRANDON DECLAN! (:

i bet you had a blast.

enjoy what's left,

and rmba

youre someone i look up to.

love ya bro! (:

2008-11-18T18:07:00.003+08:00

HAPPY bUrfdayy bestfriend LENLEN!

third birthday m n ata na wala ako.

pro just want to let you know nah,

dito me palagi.

kahit malayo,

i'll try to be there.

kasi since bata tayo,

you've always been there.

aymishyou lab! (:

kita kits soon.

and yeap, sexaye seventeen to AMELIA (:

2008-11-17T17:31:00.003+08:00

so many things came up;
tests.quizzes.projects all piling up.
all due within this week till next monday.

i dont know where to start la.

its like if you start doing this'
there's this thing on the back of your mind that says,
you have more other important stuff to focus on
rather than carry on with what im working on.

man. i hate school now.

Christmas come soon please?
so that i dont have to mug this hard
and be jealous of how O's students are like enjoying their holidays now.

oh and btw its IS day today,
and guess what?
CATS really suck big time.!
nvm about S&W.
cause i can still tahan. but CATS?
mann. i dont know how am i gonna pull through this module la.
darlene, you gotta help me alright? haha

ps. i'll make it up.

2008-11-14T21:22:00.002+08:00

my real kuya left last monday,
and in kapalit, i have another 'kuya' who came over.
kuya jorge.

he's gonna stay here till im not sure when.
but yeap, happy nman ako nah my kapalit ang kuya ko
cause at least, there's someone who my sis&i can make kulit with.

iba talaga if there's someone like kuya -kuyahan.
the feeling is so much different.

makulit nah ewan.

2008-11-08T16:40:00.007+08:00

overdue pics;

xinyi&i before eg2

the 'pretty ladies' of d2! haha

2008-11-07T23:54:00.001+08:00

IM IN-LIKE YOU! (:

2008-11-06T21:18:00.002+08:00

goodness.

why is everybody dear to me start losing interest in studies?

one by one,
they do.

and whatmore,
its pains me to know that this 'whole thing' is tearing them apart.

idk.

2008-11-04T23:53:00.001+08:00

just got t know smthn.
yes, someone's really dropping out from school.

that means were one people less.
well, again!

i dont know but i always see this trend.
like after forming groups,
someone has to leave.

saddenning, but i cant do much.

i just wish you well (:

anyway, i got an email from IS.
and guess what?
i was marked absent for S&W
when i really came la.

going for that class even caused me t have body aches and eventually fever,
then they mark me absent?
damn pissed man!

i want answers.

2008-11-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

i actually wanted to post they lyrics of farewell to you my friend
eh kya lang maxado nah ako sad,
so pag ipinost ko pah eh lalo nah me sad.

anyway, school was terrible today.
esp cats.
i seriously dont like the idea of e learning
cause di ko maintindihan un certain things.
di maxado clear so it cause prang misunderstanding.?

hah. ewan.

feeling ko, i cant be creative.
seriously.
hopeless s pag proproduce ng creative ideas
unlike others nah in just a split second eh
they can come up with fantabulous products.designs.

i guess this is not my thing?

oh. btw,
i think flag football is fun! (:
things were a lil dirtier today.

haha. i expected running on that muddy field.
but lying flat on it?
its a no-no man.

haha. but i still did it anyway.
i cant be maarte.

MUD is my new love. hahaha.

2008-11-03T12:39:00.004+08:00

im uberrr touch by what my dearesttt ma amie posted on her blog.

i mean who knows that after 4 long years,
we guys are still together.
we'll not physically but...
un ano. ties natin sa isat isa.
andun parin un love natin for each other.
un kasabikan to see each other.

i know mejo mahihirapan tayo mgkita ulit.
kasi nga iba iba nah un landas na tatahakin natin,
but i know, we'll still be there for each other.
and make up to a point nah mg uupdate tau ng mga buhay buhay.
syempre un mga boylets din natin. HAHA

I LOVE YOUUU BOTH PLENTY MUCH.!

QUENN;

iknow mejo komplikado ka nga ngaun.
i badly want to make tulong
para at least i can ease that pain
pro i just dk how t approach you.
nahihiya ako na ewan.
batsa alam m na nman nah im a call away lang.
ang lapit ng poly ntin so make tawag lang okay?
thank youu sa mga advices at sa tulong recently.
di mo alam how much that meant.
salamat sobbraaaa!

ROBELLE;

what can i say.
ure still the old belle i know.
un bubbly nah maganda nah kilala ko dati.
the one who show always show respeto.

alam mo, IM SO GONNA MISS YOUU!
iba kasi kapag wala ka.
parang my kulang. diba quenn?

ingat s trip at s mga boylet. haha.

sa susunod ulit n pgkikita.

2008-10-31T23:34:00.010+08:00

supposed to go for np45 today
but decided to give it a miss since there's mass in church.

hmm.went for mass with jos,darlene,lucybelle and angela.

afterwhich, we decided to explore the bungalows on the opposite side.

quite 'happenning' eh the place.
almost every ang moh house is fully decorated with halloween stuffs
and people really dressed up.

kids got their basket full of sweets
and yeah, we the big ate's didnt get a single sweet cos i guess were too late lah.

haha. so next year, in order to get our sweets,we all planned to come earlier.
with more people this time i hope? HAHA.

a totally new expirience.

TRICK OR TREAT?!

the guys who threw fish biscuits at us while we walk passed their homes.

2008-10-30T22:27:00.002+08:00

got this I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO TELL YOU THAT ... msg from darlene yesterday.

yeah, out of curiousty sent it out
and true enough, i had tons of interesting replies.

from close to not to close ones.

its funny knowing what's people perception of you.

how you meant or how special you are to them.

2008-10-27T15:20:00.002+08:00

i dont know kung alin ang totoo.

all of a sudden nagbago ang ihip ng hangin.

parang tables turned the other way.

i dont undertsand why.

why you have to do this to me huh?

SCREW YOU!

2008-10-26T23:26:00.003+08:00

kuya jorge came over today

and that cause kuya michael and kuya atoy t come over too.

so there's this much awaited kuya-kuya cousin-bonding.

haha. we never had that kasi while we are in the philippines.

we were never given a chance cause we all live so far from each other.

so i guess the last time i did saw kuya jorge was when i was nine pah?

when he still bullies me and all.

yeah. he's all grown up nah

and im amazed of what he has accomplished as of today.

i want t be like him at least.

2008-10-24T23:02:00.002+08:00

i dont understand why im feeling this?

i aint suppose t be feeling down.

FAITH is suppose to be happy right?

2008-10-23T17:56:00.004+08:00

i used to think its 'pagaghangahaga'
pero NOT anymore.?

di ko alam.
prng hindi na nga.

maxado nah kasi ako nah tu2wa s mga bagay bagay.
meron nah kasi un pag hahanap factor.

hah. ewan ko ba.

bahala na.
let's just see kung hanggang san to?

mahirap 'magahugulogog' sa isa nah alam mo bawal.
hinde pwede kasi nga ganon. LOL.

irresitible daw? (:

2008-10-23T16:32:00.002+08:00

im all screwed up man.

everything just suck.

be it sa studies ko, inter personal r/s, at tsaka luvlyf din ata.
basta kahit saan.
di xa ng flo-flow smoothly.

i thought new day;
bago araw bago un takbo
kasi nga kahapon di maxado maganda
pro it turned out nah nging mas masama pah.
uberly masama.

ewan ko ba kung bakit ganon?

akala ko aus nah pro di nman pla.

madaming tanong na kailangan ng kasagutan.

2008-10-22T17:52:00.003+08:00

this is so not my day.

it started quite bad and ended really bad.

i seriously dk what made me say all that.
it happened so fast that i didnt think of what would the consequences be.
whether i would hurt anyone or not.

i just blabber it out.

i know i was too much
but i seriously cant do much about it.
it happened;
and im solely responsible for it.

im really sorry friend.

it wont happen again cos i've learnt my lesson;

nothing will change, will it?

2008-10-21T18:41:00.003+08:00

this is no 'pagaghangahaga' anymore.

i think its way beyond that.

2008-10-19T13:01:00.003+08:00

OH MY GOSH!!!! BELLE IS BACK IN TOWN!

i cant wait to meet her.

its been a year or so since we last saw each other
and maybe a year and half since quenn,belle and myself hang out.

im super excited kasi fluent na tagalog nya. haha.

2008-10-19T12:33:00.002+08:00

saw one of this pic in someone else profile

and idk why, for what reason, i couldnt find the individual pics.

luckily, this collage is still available in friendster.

anyways, i miss them la.

the people who were part of what i am today.(:

2008-10-17T17:28:00.002+08:00

new semester didnt start up 'too well' for me.

its only the first freakiing week,
and yes, no pretentions,
im STRUGGLING real bad.

lecture class felt as if im attending french class last time,
where terms taught sounds so alien to me.
it may be taught in english, but somehow i still cant comprehend.

maybe 000 001 010 100 is not my thing.
nort the course im suppose to be in la.
maybe im meant for something else?
idont know.

i just dont want to start losing interest
cause i know myself that once i do,
it will be the end of me.

i need assurance.

some may enter, but most of them will go.

2008-10-17T15:47:00.001+08:00

met my elective classmates today.

not bad la. i know two people.
both guys but im nort really close.

so its so much better that yeap, zhe wei and the rest are still my classmates. (:

hmm. module is mainly on networking i guess.
some sort of c programming, which i really hate.

have to memorise the commands and
everything is so specific.

a space or without space matters a lot.

im starting to feel that this course is so-not-me.

2008-10-01T00:58:00.002+08:00

im still in the 'halo-emotions' mode.

post effect of the game i witnessed i guess?

slingers narrow margin of winning against chunkee giants for me doesnt mean anything.
there's seriously nothing to be proud of.

i mean how can you be so proud
when ninety nine percent of their players were imports.?

at least un sa amin, lahat pinoy.

hah. whatever the outcome was,
im still proud of being a filipino. (:

its not the winning that counts
but the fight and support every filipinos gave to their kapwa pinoys.

mabuhay ang mga pinoy!

btw, i melted when i saw james yap!
i think he's really hot and cute.
my new crush.

2008-09-30T01:34:00.000+08:00

happy seventeenth birthdayyy to my bestest buddies!

KENJAMIN!

2008-09-23T10:21:00.002+08:00

belated birthdayyy to dearest shallyne

and of course,

my sec two crush;

darwin cultura (:

2008-09-21T20:02:00.003+08:00

somehow i still dont understand why things are still like this.
why they still carry grudges?

im so over it cause it was like years ago
but somehow i believe they still have issues with me.

they may not say it but obviously,
action speaks louder than words.

mann. i badly want to move on.

well, i already did but have they?

i tried reaching out.
pero it seems nah wala sila pakialam.
so its okayyy.
whatever nalang!

basta ako i know nah ginawa ko nah un part ko.
bahala nlng sila.

2008-09-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

work was fine today.

and yeap this superr cute baby made my day! (:

you just look at him and he'll just giggle in return. haha.

smiles all the way.

anyway, my dearestt ate angie is one of a kind.

superrr tootch but she said.

mannn.i miss her and i definately love her so.

cant wait for my return! (:

2008-09-11T00:52:00.002+08:00

happy seventeenth birthdayyyy LUCYBELLE! (:

hahas. night was spent at bel's place
and i must say, it was awesome spending the night
with great people like my dearest JOHNIANS.

i sure did enjoy their company
and yeap playing dirty germs.(:

ps. pictures; courtesy of joscelyn adrienne!

2008-09-04T22:07:00.002+08:00

my sis and i had this lil sisterriiee conversation just now
and somehow she opened up.

she shared her warm fuzzies,
the one she got from her sec two confirmation camp.

and yeah, reading it made me search for my very own warm fuzzies
i got way back 2005.

re read everything again.
and mann, i wished i had to experience everything again?

getting know my classmates.
do sharings and hmm writing warm fuzzies again?

if only i could attend such kind of camp one more time
with the exact same people.

it would be damn GREATTT la.

i miss my fellow JOHNIANS07.

2008-08-31T22:56:00.014+08:00

past two days was well spent with family

and i think it kinda bond us tgtether

its a good start for us i guess?

hmm. a pity cos kuya is nort around.

but its okay.

he's coming back soon

i miss him sooo! aww

and btw, i think im getting fatter now

buffet for lunch,dinner, and breakfast.

oh man.

how to lose those flabby fats huh?

PICTURES!! (:

2008-08-24T22:54:00.003+08:00

sorry for the strong words earlier on.

i was just, you know,
a lil upset over the things i just heard.
and yeah things was amplified in a not so good way.
but im all okay now.

thank you nga pala to my bestest friend
who bother to msg and ask if i was alright.

thank you sis! (:
youre one of a kind really.!

hmm. anyway,on a much happier note,
i heard my true blood kuya is finally in love!
after 22 years of his life,
he finally met someone nah mkkpag inspire him t do better.
im very proud of him
kasi kpg happy xa, happy din ako! (:
i so love my kuya!!

2008-08-24T16:25:00.001+08:00

gosh. I HATE YOU!

youre really effing immature.!

why do such things ah?
i dont understand why.

seriously, if you still have issues with me,
come CLEAN with me!

don't drag people into this please?

this is only btw you and me.
nobody else.

2008-08-20T01:53:00.003+08:00

feeling akward and really bad now
cause it pains me thinking what i just did.

i mean, how could i?

i know i have the right t do that,
but come thinking of it again,
maybe the person has real intentions.
cause he/ she wouldnt have done that again and again.

oh mann.

i think im bad.
well, i am. right?

kung bakit kailan meron kang hinahangan

na ayaw naman sayo,

meron dumadating na di mo naman masyadong gusto.

2008-08-19T20:57:00.003+08:00

first dayyy of break;

and mann. im feeling so bored alr.

there's really nthn much to do.

net.tv.chat. net.tv.chat.

that's what ive been doin all day
except late afternoon,
i went out for a jog.

well, i needed that i guess.
cause lately, ive been feeling so weak.

my body isnt as strong as it used to be.
i cant run long distance anymore.

gosh.
it makes me miss my training days then.
playing netball & representing school.

those daysss with coach. ;(

ps. a sudden msg by a dear friend.